Pitch Black
Ever had the feeling when your heart just feels heavy
Whatever you do just seems so meaningless
You put on a smile on your face but you can’t feel the same smile in your heart
Ever had the feeling when you are in a room full of people
Yet you still feel so lonely
Suddenly everything goes pitch black
.
It feels cold and lonely
So strange yet familiar
As if the empty void in the heart gets bigger and bigger each passing second
There are times when you are stronger
You feel that nothing will make you lose your way
You have a goal in mind
You set off to achieve that, believing everything will be alright
Then in a blink’s of the eye, you realised
Maybe you are not that strong afterall
Maybe you are in denial all these times
And maybe, just maybe you are so deluded
You can’t tell the difference from the reality to make-believes
.
The contact list on your phone book seems so long
Yet when you scroll down
You don’t seem to be able to find someone to speak your fears to
Who can you trust
Who will not think you have gone cuckoo
Who might have the time to listen to you
Who will be able to understand your feelings
You are constantly surrounded with friends and activities to take up your time
You can’t afford to lose your self control
Once you spin off the road, you will just go spinning round and round and round
Then suddenly everything turns pitch black
.
Given any any ordinary day
You welcome your own cynical views of life
You live by your skeptical logics of people
You view the world so jaded that you don’t give two hoots of their opinions
But when you feel you are falling deeper and deeper into the bottomless pit
You try to look for something worthwhile to hold on to
You look and search high and low frantically
The surrounding just get darker and it becomes pitch black again
.
What am I heading towards
Where can I find my piece of happiness
Have you found yours
Something that truly belongs to you
Things I have along the way
Always end up with other people
Never once truly belonged to me
Except pitch darkness in the room
Accompanied by loneliness, sadness and emptiness
Where can I find my piece of happiness
Have you found yours
Something that truly belongs to you
Things I have along the way
Always end up with other people
Never once truly belonged to me
Except pitch darkness in the room
Accompanied by loneliness, sadness and emptiness
.
Pitch Dark is when light is not being able to shine through
They say it is always the darkest before sun rise
I am still waiting for my sun rise…looking for the glimpse of sunshine
They say it is always the darkest before sun rise
I am still waiting for my sun rise…looking for the glimpse of sunshine
