In the eyes of the mirror
In the eyes of the mirror
There I stand, looking at myself
Seeing my reflections
Staring at those eyes
Shows the pain, the confusion, the tears
In the eyes of the mirror
Reflecting the story that unveils bitterness and heartaches
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I see the scenes playing right before my eyes
I see the main character rumbling into pieces
Doubling up in pain as if her chest has been ripped open
Her heart has been squashed and trampled upon a million times
She knows the situation, she knows the solution
It’s because she knows the harsh truth
That’s why she is tearing apart inside
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The mirror never lies
The reflection shows only the truth
It was never entirely his fault
She has a part to play
It is the fate that’s been denying her all along
The game she played that went fatefully wrong
That person was never meant to be hers
There was never a single glimpse of future in the beginning
It was doomed to end from the start
The beginning of the end which shouldn’t have been played in the first place
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She was satisfied with the status quo before
She was contented with what was given to her
Yet the expected has to be dawned onto her now
Now that she has given
Now that she has begun
Now that she has felt and loved
The reality really bites hard
The slap of the unwanted acknowledgement sting like a knife has been plunged into the heart
Slowly twisting and sucking the life out of her
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People say the pain will go away eventually
She knows it will disappear underneath all that has been buried in her for years
But the initial torment, the torturous ride to hell and back can be oh so overwhelming
When the storm stops, and the sun will shine, rainbow should appear to brighten up the life
Her storm seems so strong; it looks like it’s here to stay for awhile
Her rainbow only consists of the color of dull grey, darkest blue and blackest black
The rain keeps pouring
The tears keeps rolling
Her resistance is faltering
She needs to walk away
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She will pick herself up once again
She will see this as a past in the eyes of the mirror
The reflection of fond memories and precious moments
The mirror would have to be broken once again
The cracks will remain, serving as a reminder to that little world of hers
Once she walks, it’s never turning back like before
A choice has to be made
And that choice it will be
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Let time heal all pain
Numb all feelings
Let time build the wall once again
This time it will not crumble
It shall not collapse like it did
A promise to herself she made
To protect and to be strong
She cannot and shall not fail herself anymore
