No chances…
Shutting away is my foremost intention from the beginning….shutting away to me is a way of protecting myself….chances r not given, u create it yourself….for those who are deemed unfit or not strong enough to persist, are most welcome to leave in any point of time…giving a chance to them to love is also giving them a chance to hurt..i have never requested anyone to come near me…i have always forewarn the dangers lurking ahead and disappointment laid out
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Giving myself another chance to actually believe in others makes me feel like a fool…no doubt my friends will start their family of their own….at least i know i still have them to believe in…i won’t be as disappointed in them either…i dun need anyone i reckon…coz i believe my family will be around…who is the other person that will devote his time to me or love me or spend his life with me? who am i to him? who is he to me? Why should i? why should he?
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juz another person he or i have chosen…chosen to say i will be with him/her, to go thru thick n thin n crap like these….but at the end of the day, they r still juz another person…who has no blood relations whatsoever with u…Wat makes u think they will remain in your life 4ever?
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Every ride is a joy ride….every ride will has its destinations…and finally every ride will have to come to a stop eventually. And you have to alight with another baggage of burden, unhappiness and disappointment once again…
