My Roller-Coaster Ride

“Let The Wind Come And Blow My Sorrows Away, Let No One See The Endless Tears in My Heart, Coz Someday, Somehow, I Will One Day Find My True Happiness and Peace…”

Devoid of feelings - ANGER!!

Filed under: Uncategorized — yazzy at 11:14 pm on Sunday, August 28, 2005
How I wish I can be devoid of all feelings
Not be upset, not be angry, not be frustrated, not be pissed off, not be at all affected
When I know, when I expect, the situation to be what it will be
When I can forsee, foretell, the stories and stunts created to spice up the whole show!!
But I can’t,
I cannot be not upset!!!
I cannot be not angry!!!
I cannot be not frustrated!!!
I cannot be not pissed off!!!
I cannot be not affected!!!
I am in the situation, where I keep telling myself things are improving
I am in the situation, where I keep pushing myself to move forward
I am in the situation, where I have to tell myself to be level-headed
I am in the situation, where I have to fight for myself and my everything everyday
I hate it when I know there is bound to be games along the way
I hate it when I know there is bound to be glitches caused by the unscrupulous bastard
I hate it when I know the serpent is just sliding away so smoothly
I hate it when I know the serpent is viciously playing the devil games
OOOOOHHH!!!  I am not going to give up my fight!!!
I am so PISSED OFF
I am so FRUSTRATED
But I am not going to fall for his trap
I am not going let him beat me
I am not going to give up till he is beaten by his own vicious, poisonous bite!!
I HATE HIM!!
I HATE HIM!!
I HATE HIM!!
I HATE HIM!!
Guess I got to work harder to be devoid of feelings…keke  =D 


1 Comment »

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   Christopher

August 29, 2005 @ 7:24 am

At times like these I fear being a man so as not to be associated with any “him”s! =) Nothing comes closer to pain than the stinging wrath of Jasmine!

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