My Roller-Coaster Ride

“Let The Wind Come And Blow My Sorrows Away, Let No One See The Endless Tears in My Heart, Coz Someday, Somehow, I Will One Day Find My True Happiness and Peace…”

Simply you!

Filed under: Uncategorized — yazzy at 7:48 pm on Thursday, July 7, 2005

You are constantly with excuses
The words that comes out from your mouth is so inconsistent with your promised actions
Your life is made up of lies and stories
You have more stories than Ronald Dahl and Danielle Steels combined

Ask yourself what you have done
Or more appropriately, what have you not done
Simple responsibilities asked of you seems to be so difficult

Your brain is always cooking up new receipes, feeding your insecurities for every passing moment
To present yet another issue you are "facing" that prevents you from performing your duties

Have you ever thought of writing a script of your pathetic life
Your life is nothing but a joke
You are living a life of a person who is constantly begging for acceptance
You are the do-er of your life
So blame yourself and no one else

You are in absolute no position to criticize neither me nor anyone
You are obviously still in denial of your wrong-doings
You have no authority to question me in my duties
‘Cause as far as I am concerned, I have done and am still doing everything asked of me
Will always be striving to do even more
I have never shun away from any of my responsibilities

Excellent development, good influence, outstanding upbringing is the works of a responsible, dependable, trustworthy, reliable person
Not one who claims to be, not one who pretends to be
But one who works towards it, who walks the talk and practice the preach
Can you name one of the above attributes that you possibly might have
You are just the total opposite
What makes you think you are fit to be in her life

You are zilch
You are nonentity
You deserve no pity or sympathy
You will serve better by simply stop lying, creating stories and acting your shows

Just by merely walking out without a single trace…you are doing justice in her life
I assure you, you will be forgotten almost immediately



2 Comments »

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   Trish

July 14, 2005 @ 9:25 am

jas..
this is exactly how i felt towards my ex. It seems like we have both met the wrong person and at the wrong time. So irresponsible and such a cowardly man. Sometimes i wonder what makes me fall for him in the first place. I”m glad for the both of us that we have gone thru that stage. We may not have been very close @ work, but i can fully understand what is it like to go thru all these.Because i have been there.I only wish to tell you, you made the right choice by leaving such useless man.I’m not in a position to comment much, but it’s not easy for you. keep up the good work you have done so far.
cheers!

8

   Huiping

July 16, 2005 @ 8:21 am

Jas, I think you are encountering a tough time at this stage of your life. You are a strong lady with your own views and perceptions and I believe you are able to overcome all obstacles and burdens at this present moment. There will always be lights at the dark end of the tunnel. =)

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