Please hear my pleas…
The days are so gloomy
The nights are too lonely
The time passes so slowly
My life is gradually disappearing in my very eyes
The pain is eating me alive each single day that goes by
I am always alone
I am so afraid
I am getting weaker instead
I am so tired, emotionally & mentally
When will the tortures & torments be put to a stop?
I am so weary, so exhausted to move on
When will this anguishing, distressful episode end?
I have forgotten the days when my life was wonderfully carefree & happy
Long gone were the times when I was able to look up and say thanks
I can’t find the strength to smile & love another anymore
The person that I once were, has been dead for so long
The smile that used to brighten up the days is now used to hide whatever pains inflicted upon me
I can’t find the person whom I was able to turn to, speak to
I used to be able to seek solace and warm comfort in Him
I have lost my faith and my believe in Him
Has He abandon me or have I lost my will to feel His guidance
Why can’t I feel Him the way I used to
Can’t You hear my desperate cries to You every single moment
Can’t You feel the hurt I am going through
Can’t You understand the enormous turmoil that I am experiencing
Can’t You please hold me in Your arms and let me cry
Can’t You please hold my hands and walk me through this red, hot fiery path
Where were You when I needed You most
Where are You when my heart yells out for You
Where have You gone to all these while
Where can I seek for You to find the peace in me
Where can I unburden all my worries, sadness, hurts, pains to
Please my Heavenly Father, please let me find You
Please allow Your invisible hand lead me back to Your side
Please do not abandon me, in which my mind and heart has been telling me
Please send me a guardian angel to mend my broken wings
Please take me back into Your warm & loving family which I once belong
Please teach me to be Your child once more…
It was because of us, You forsaken Your Only Son
It was in His blood that flows down the mountain, across the ocean to wash away our sins
It was You who brought miracles into people’s lives
It is I who is pleading to You and Your works in mine now…
