Nothing but dry tears…
If I were to say, I really, really, really feel like crying, will anyone think me of being weak? If I were to pour my eyes out because my heart somehow feels so heavy, will it show my vulnerability? Will it be seen through that I am not at all as strong as I wish I made myself to be?
If my tears start rolling despite my fullest control, will there be anyone to see, to hear, to know? If my heart is truly hurting, will it be invisible enough to hide from the world? If I succeed in subduing the hurt I am feeling, will I be numb in time to come? If my sadness show in my eyes, will the laughter I portray be enough to mask my tears?
If I want to talk to someone, will my voice stop quivering? If I keep everything inside me, will they gradually be forgotten? If I keep myself busy, will I be in denial of emotion feelings? If I start to fall on my knees and break down, will I be able to stand up again?
Will I actually still have tears falling like the rain?…or will it be nothing but dry tears?…
